Lovers in the Night
Let us not live in
the world of lies where questions are asked in the heat of the moment and
answers given in the hours of drunkenness. Let us not be in a hurry to look at
each other when bullets are flying left, right and centre, when we are all
clouded by fear and false bravado. Let us not cross the line that is drawn
between us, the line that separates the sane from the rest of us. We are but
lovers in the night, touching around to feel our way, running into obstacles in
an attempt to outrun each other. We are but a people running after nothing but
ourselves. We are meant to be but strangers with miles between us in this giant
bed of life. We are nothing but naked men and women chasing after lust, after
satisfaction that will keep us on our toes for a minute and fill us with guilt
the next. We are but a people glowing in the aftermath of our sin, afraid of
where we have come from, afraid of where we are going, chasing after our very
own tails like demented dogs.
We are lovers in
the night, in love with nothing but ourselves, in love with the circumstances
of our existence, in love with hate. We are nothing but a people who never
learn, moving from one hurt to the next, from infinity to infinity, spurred on
by boiling blood and minds afraid to think. There is no future for a people
like us. Right now is enough, and we can do right now over and over again till
we fall dead, till we collapse on each other, till the demons in us are
temporarily exorcised. So let us not lie to each other about the truth that
something can come out of it. Let us not convince ourselves that the spark will
turn into a roaring fire, for we all know that there is no gasoline enough to
arouse the cold inside of us. We both know that there isn’t enough light to
break the darkness in two. Let us not lie that we will keep each other safe,
for we are lovers in the night, at the mercy of vultures and thieves, at the
mercy of the faint moon and the shy stars, at the mercy of the temporary
blindness of our times. We are nothing but lovers in a thick and unforgiving
night.
J.P. Simiyu©
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